Caught by surprise, winded by force,
a slap in the face, tripped up,
knocked down, when my guard wasn't up,
shock kicking in, then comes shivering,
tears start to fall, like so many before,
why do this now, please don't start,
can't fall apart, gone so far beyond,
one slip, is that it, gone,
Flooded now, memories, rip holes,
like swords, inside, cannot hide,
yearning for calm, tranquility gone,
love hurts, so much more,
than hate, ever can.
I know it will pass, but tunnel is long,
where is the light, dark hound, be gone.
Must keep the face, not the time to release,
hold on, just, hold on.